UgHhhh!!!! How do explain to people that you are stress do you have to wear it on your face like make-up post it on Ur door like what the fuck can i do I'm stress sooo much that i cant breathe my lungs feel like clasping my heart feels like dieing stop beating so that i will lay on the floor dead and see who cares...like sometimes i wanna go in my room and cry sometimes i wanna blast music so loud that I'm deaf and no one can talk to me again i want to be able to sit down in one place and just think to my self why? like why me and why now? but i cant life is not that easy that you can relax for one second to breathe..I'm stressed and depressed life has shown me enough of its true colors has shown me hate more than love what did i ever do to this world to get like this to have them treat me like this. my life is never really happy unless I'm hiding over a friends house or sleeping oh how i love sleep but than again Ur still lonely when you sleep..my issue is that i need some one here to help me and for every body to stop saying whats wrong and for that one person to know whats wrong and help me with it...OR I JUST NEED TO BE ALONE...
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