Tuesday, March 17, 2009

OH!!!!!

MY TEARS DRIP DOWN MY FACE LIKE ACID RAIN HOT AS FIREYOUR WORDS WOND AND CUT ME YOU DECITEFUL LIERWHY CAN'T YOU ADMIT THAT YOUR EYES MEANT SOMETHING WRONGTHEY GAZED AT ME IN DISGUST FOR MOMENTS SO LONG THOSE EYES THAT ONCE SHOWED ME LOVE AT ANY MOMENT STAREA STARE THAT UNMASKED MY HEART AND TOLD ME YOU DIDNT CAREDAYS GROW LONGER AND MOMENTS FADE AWAYTHE LOVE THAT WE SHARED ENDED THAT COLD DECEMBER DAY

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

UGHHH!!!!! WAY TO STRESSSSS


UgHhhh!!!! How do explain to people that you are stress do you have to wear it on your face like make-up post it on Ur door like what the fuck can i do I'm stress sooo much that i cant breathe my lungs feel like clasping my heart feels like dieing stop beating so that i will lay on the floor dead and see who cares...like sometimes i wanna go in my room and cry sometimes i wanna blast music so loud that I'm deaf and no one can talk to me again i want to be able to sit down in one place and just think to my self why? like why me and why now? but i cant life is not that easy that you can relax for one second to breathe..I'm stressed and depressed life has shown me enough of its true colors has shown me hate more than love what did i ever do to this world to get like this to have them treat me like this. my life is never really happy unless I'm hiding over a friends house or sleeping oh how i love sleep but than again Ur still lonely when you sleep..my issue is that i need some one here to help me and for every body to stop saying whats wrong and for that one person to know whats wrong and help me with it...OR I JUST NEED TO BE ALONE...

Monday, March 9, 2009

ARE YOU MAGNUM WORTHY?!?

Are you MAGNUM worthy?

But what does that really mean like if you can really be that BIG the companies make this OD big condoms for men that don't know how to use it or is to full of them self and used it tooooooo much and that's who we calls Man Hoessssss!!!!

I have figured that if men were meant to use there dicks they need to be like a 7'' or maybe 8'' if it is little they better be putting in the work i know they can there is no such thing as a minute man a good friend of mine said aka<<>> i really hope that it is true because i really do like it rough sounds really horny but great sex= a happy mangy and every body loves a happy mangy i don't wanna be mean cuz i haven't had sex in awhile lol but really i haven't done anything with the opposite sex in TEN MONTHS!!! omg that is the longest i have ever been with out it well since i have done it and it is not like it is easy to find people who wont open there mouth if you do it with them boys think that if you tell everyone it means that they are more manly well its not its just wack and you guys have nothing better to do but talk shit.I'm not saying girls don't do it but still leave the your business in the bed room where it started or the car or where ever you had it lol all I'm saying guys you put in the work good than it dont matter if your magnum worthy or not just put the work and girls will do the same..sex is good have it but be safe don't think you wont get pergo you will and its not cool BE SAFE USE A CONDOM EVERY TIME =]

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A relationship gone sour

How does something so simple turn into something so terrible. a relation starts as a little flower that just is a little seed but with a little love and caring it grows into this beautiful lively thing....but happens when things get sour what happens when IT don't work out the way you plan ... you become stuck in this rut that you cant get out of. what can you do when i person you love just doesn't make you smile the way they did before they don't call you BABIIE anymore they don't smile when they see you or kiss you with your eyes closed. what can you do do you leave him the person you have always wanted but now he has changed or do you stay out of guilt that you don't want to leave just because of you just because you want to. but you cant stay if your unhappy can you? you have to do whats right for you let the person you love find his own in life and hope for the best....i wish that it was that easy i wish i could forget all the words you said to me... the I LOVE YOU i would hear everyday.. those looks you would give me and that you told me i was one for you and with out you i would DIE.... ARE YOU SERIOUS...how can you leave a person who says that to you how can you tell them its over how can you tell them that you don't feel the same way that you apparently FELL OUT OF LOVE!!!! but how is that possible to fall out of love i wish i could change the way i feel i wish i could go back to that October day where i said i wanted to go out with you and you said i would love you... you smiled and kissed me my eyes closed tight my heart fluttered and i knew than i would spent my life with you..OR that's what i planned that was my plan i wanted to be with you but things change i changed i didn't want to because now i feel alone and left out to melt like an ice cream on a hot day but my day will come and i will find my true match and if it doesn't happen i will always have the people i love to hold me close when no one else would

Sunday, March 8, 2009

My QuEsTiOn Of ThE dAy.....

OMG..that's what i have been saying all day.the unexpected thingss that happen every day give me a feeling like there is something else out there because who really knows whats going to happen next who really decides the future of all of us. i know its not me and I'm the last person you should ever ask "why did this happen to me" trust me i get allot of that already my name is MaNgY and I'm wondering is this really the life that was mapped out for me or did i take a wrong turn?