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I SMILE WHEN I THINK OF YOU BUT NOW THAT SUMMER IS ENDING SO IS OUR RELATIONSHIP WHICH SUCKS ASSSSSSSS!!!!! I REALLY DO WISH THAT I DIDNT HAVE TO GO AWAY TO COLLEGE BUT I DO...LETS GO BACK TO THE BEGINNING WHEN I ASK YOU TO PROM AND I GOT DENYED =[ BUT THE WEEKEND OF MAY 3RD WAS THE BEST YOU MADE SURE THAT I GAVE YOU THE CHANCE TO CHILL WITH ME WHEN BEFORE I DIDNT BECAUSE THERE WAS SOMETHIN ABOUT YOU THAT I FELT IF I LET YOU IN I WOULD FEEL TO MUCH....BUT YOU CAME TO GET ME THAT FRIDAY NIGHT AND BROUGHT ME TO PICK OUT A MOVIE AT THE REDBOX AND THAN KEEP SAYING HOW WE SHOULD TAKE A ROAD TRIP TO NH AND I COULD HAVE SWOREN IF I DIDNT SAY NO YOU WOULD HAVE KEPT DRIVING =] AND WE WENT BACK TO MY HOUSE AND TRYED TO WATCH THE MOVIES BUT IT DIDNT WORK OUT THAT WELL BECAUSE YOU KEEP TRYING TO KISS ME I LET YOU BUT NOT AFTER A WHILE AND THAN WE STARTED TO FIGHT AND YOU PICKED ME UP AND DROPPED ME ON MY COUCH LOL AND THAN CHASED ME AROUND MY KITCHEN LOL AND WHEN YOU LEFT YOU KISSED ME GOODBYE AND TEXT ME THAT I WAS TO MUCH BUT YOUR GLAD . THE NEXT DAY YOU WOULD TEXT ME CHECKING ON HOW WORK WAS IT MADE ME FEEL SO HAPPY TO SEE IT WAS YOU TEXTING ME AND ON THAT SUNDAY MOTHERS DAY YOU CAME TO MY HOUSE AND HAD DINNER WITH MY MOM AND GRANDPARENTS AND THAN INVITED ME TO UR PARENTS BAR AND I DANCED WITH THEM AND YOU SMILLED BUT THE GAME WAS ON AND THATS WHEN I REALIZED THAT YOU ARE GOING TO MAKE ME WATCH THE GAME EVERY TIME WE CHILLL UGH I WAS SO MAD BUT FOR YOU I WOULD DO IT. AFTER THAT WEEKEND WE CHILLED ALOT YOU WOUKD COME OVER AND WATCH THE GAME AND KEEP ASKING FOR MASSAGES LOL AND ONE TIME AT UR HOUSE IN THE BEGINNING WHERE WE WATCHED THE GAME AND WHEN WE WON YOU JUMPPED ON ME LOL AND UR BROTHER WALKED IN AND JUST STARED AND WALKED OUT LOL HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA.............SO ANYWAYS THE ENDING CAME ON A SATURDAY BEFORE YOU WENT ON VE=ACATION AND A WEEK BEFORE I WENT TO SCHOOL I WENT TO UR HOUSE FOR THE SECOND TIME AND I TOLD YOU THAT I WAS GOING TO MISS YOU AND YOU TOLD ME YOU WERE GOING TO MISS ME BUT THAT EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE OK I WISH I COULD BELIEVE YOU BUT I KNOW THAT ONCE IM GONE YOU WILL SOON FORGET ME BUT FOR NOW I JUST WANTED YOU TO KNOW THAT I REALLY DID FALL FOR THE GUY I MET IN A STORE WITH MY BESTFRIEEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!