Music

music has brought out a side of me not shown to the public or to my closest friend when you here that song it makes Ur insides turn and tears fall from your eyes because somebody finally gets what Ur going through and put it in these words that makes Ur heart hurt. i depend on music because its somebody speaking to you with out judgement or that stupid thing someone does when they say they feel sorry for you but just doesn't care. music speaks truth the only truth that everyone can relate to. i go home and want to find that perfect song because i want to cry my eyes out with out anyone trying to say its OK or you should do this. people are full of shit because when it comes to feelings no one is honest they say one thing think another and do something else. when it comes to feelings everyone is afraid to show. I'M AFRAID TO SHOW anyone what i think because i don't want to be hurt i don't want rejection who really does........that's y i keep myself with music i depend on music and feel that once you hear that song just sing it out loud and cry out loud because crying cleanses the soul.....and my soul needs to be cleansed or else i just will be lost like everyone else